It's like a dream.

I had my first dance with Love at our space, without music. Like those in movies, yeah i had mine last night. I started twirling, and twirling and he carried me, then he brought me closer to him and we dance again. He's just so sweet. We then sat on the road, and talked about nothing. I love that space of ours. I've seen no one else other than us over there.

37/366

Look at me.

I don't have straight hair or

straight teeth or

fair skin or

whatever.

But i still,

choose not to rebond my hair,

refuse to put on braces, and

I have yet to use whitening lotion/sun block.

LOL.

I still do receive praises from teachers, from shop assistance I've been to, from strangers.

From people that see the "LIVE" me. Not just some Facebook friends that praise me through Facebook Message or Chats.

And did i mention that i have Enzema?

It sure pull my self esteem way way way low.

But i choose to not let it affects me that much.

Okay, lets not talk about Enzema.

If it gives you confidence, then go ahead.

Some women feels more confident wearing heels compared to flats.

Some prefers jeans compared to skirts.

But for me, i likeeee to have my eyeliners on.

Eyeliners are so simple to use and it defines your eyes really well.

And true enough, i'm more confident with my eyeliners.

Y'know what,

just go with what you think its best for yourself.

Just don't hurt yourself, do the right way.

Like eating healthy or to the gyms instead of surgeries.

Idk :)

17/366

In few weeks' time, I'm about to graduate from ITE.

Two years just past without us knowing.

Unlike any other children, i don't change my ambition as often.

I wanted to be a teacher. And till today, i still do.

It doesn't matter what or who i teach as long as i'm able to share my knowledge with.

Not that i have much knowledge to share with though. Hahahaha.

At the same time,

I would like to help people in any way i can.

Hence why, i hope to be a counsellor too.

~~~

I've never regret being in ITE.

I've never looked back and said,

i should have studied more/done better for Os so that i need not be here.

Not even a minute i'm jealous that my good friends were going Poly

Because.....

I met great friends here too in my school.

They aren't those typical mats/minahs that you see in most campuses.

My close friends are mostly from the Express stream.

But that doesn't make any diff since we are all in the same school now.

Hahahaha :p

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I don't always get what i want.

When i was in Primary school, i thought i'd be in a mixed school.
Not because of the boys but because i wanted a change in the uniform.

My primary school's uniform was a Pinafore.

I thought of wearing the shirt and skirt kinda uniform when i step in Secondary school.

But no, Mum decides where i head to.

She said, go to a Girls' School. Any girl school, she wouldn't mind.

Was upset, really. I got my aunt to lecture me about

how important a good school is compared to a uniform.

(LOL, how shallow my brain could be. It's just a freaking uniform! Haha.)

But hey, thank God for her i'm in a school where i can be proud of.
Not some Chinese school's name, where i can't even pronounce it correctly.

And when applying courses for ITE,

i thought of taking Early Childhood Education as my first choice

But again no, Mum wants me to take Business Studies.

Any course under Business Studies.

And that's when i took Event Management as my first.

Look where it had brought me now.

The good, the great and recognised events.

Again, no regrets.

The route that you're going may not be the one that you've been looking forward to,

but hey i do learnt something out of it-

to make the best of what I have and of what i can get, to never regret being there

because at some point of time, you were happy (no regrets being happy, right?) and

eventually at the end of the day, you'll see the greatness in it.

And now that we've graduated, i'm sad. Haiyah.

ITE mates, teachers, foods, events, you all are dearly missed by me.

Teehee.

End.

Hi. Instead of me finishing up my DSG right now, I've decide to update my blog. Hehs. Been involved with a couple of events since September. Some photos that brings back memories :) Thanks to all who made my day during these times. Will never forget those great moments.

September- 23, 24 and 25

Photo credits to Lim Min & Siti Hafizah :)

Oh god, please don't let her revolves around me anymore.

It annoys the shit out of me.

Seriously.

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I'm not excited for Hari Raya at all.

Urgh, this is so sad.

Nothing seems right in this month of Ramadhan and Hari Raya.

One week away and I've yet to clean my room, my home, nenek's home.

She can't be doing it all by herself.

But i don't even have time for my own room.

I have exams to concentrate on.

Four module.

I'm freaking stress.

Urghhhh, i dislike celebrating it this year.

The radio started playing all the Hari Raya songs already.

But i'm still not in the mood.

It felt like one of those typical holidays.

This year, Love is serving the nation,

and he had to go back to camp on the night of Hari Raya itself :(

Ridiculous.

Kept listening to songs that I've just discovered at Baybeats.

And it makes me miss that day so much.

I don't really know what makes me love that day, but i do miss those moments very much.

Everything just seems to fall perfectly.

After 2 months, i'm back on blogger. It's so dusty here :|

Was real busy with school because project datelines were so close to one another.

Stayed up late to really complete the slides or proposal/report.

3 down and 1 more to go. And then comes the exams.

Pffft~ I'm so tired. And now i'm sick.

To make things worst, Love had to go for his NS. I miss him terribly.

I'm pretty sure if he's around, he would make my stress level way lower.

Because i could actually share my burden just by telling him how i feel.

And then he would advice me, calming me down.

But most of the times, he would be making me laugh with his silly jokes.

I hardly get to talk to him within that straight 10 days.

It was a difficult situation or me. Seriously.

Only to hear his voice after 10pm for like 5mins, everyday.

Due to low battery and such.

It's like, he's my only option to release my stress,

yet he's not available for me :(

A friend, that i felt comfortable sharing things with now,

was also busy with project. Haish.

I'm pretty sure i will adapt to this situation. When? Idk.

Oh well~

So after Love return from camp last Friday,

we breakfast together with his partner & his Gf.

Lots of funny stories as well as heartbreaking stories.

And his squad owe thousand over push-ups. Haiyohhh.

And went home after that.

Its been so long we took train together and that brings us back to our past happy moments :)

Love brought me to Baybeats @Esplanade on the following day.

It was my first gig and it was an awesome gig!

Was impressed with the local bands and surprisingly,

i fell in love with some of the songs i heard there :)

Well, I enjoyed my day. Period.

As for Sunday, accompanied grandma to hospital to visit a family member of mine.

And then, we went to Bazar Geylang. Spent hours there.

And lastly, i accompanied Love to Choa Chu Kang because he has to balik kampung.

Yeah, his camp is that far.

That sad moment when the bus left. Haishhh.

It felt like a dream. Love came, made my day and then left.

How fast time flies when it comes to weekends. So mean.

Friday, come fasttt please!