Dearest 2010 ~
Friday, December 31, 2010
2010 .
A year that i will never forget .
A year that is filled with joy .
A year that is full of misery .
A year where i truly understands the meaning of 'Ups & Downs' .
A year where i'm too dependent .
A year where i also learnt to be independent .
A year where i stepped in a new school .
A year where i learnt to make new friends .
A year where i learnt to communicate with boys again .
A year where i start to think differently about my school .
A year where i spent most of my time anywhere but home .
A year where i learnt to mixed with Malay friends .
A year i start learning new things .
A year where my adventure begins .
A year where i miss my Nenek so much .
A year where Serangoon seems so near yet so far .
A year where i had learnt to appreciate those happy moments in 2009 .
A year where i really miss my best friends .
A year where i start to miss taking 27 & 36 or 31 to school .
A year that wakes me up from my wonderland .
A year that taught me to be stronger .
A year that i'll missed, and
A year that i'll hate .
I would like to thank everyone
whom had been a major part of my life this year .
Really appreciate it so much .
And HS,
i don't think you'll ever read this blog of mine again .
But if you're reading it now,
i would like to apologise about yesterday night .
I'm harsh cause you're harsh to me, first .
Then, i realised, its pointless .
And whatever you had done to me,
doesn't mean that i should do the same to you .
It's sad how on my last day of 2010,
you & me had to end this way .
Hurting one another with harsh words .
We start of this 2010 with a smile & i would like to end it off with a smile too .
I never had any intention to hurt you .
All i wanted was to distant myself from you .
Cause you found your loved one already .
& i would like to avoid any future complications with anyone .
Enough said from me .
Last long with her .
All the best in life .
Take good care of her & ofcourse yourself .
:)
2010,
you really mean a lot to me .
But, i really had to leave you behind .
Goodbye .
Masai's Out ^^v
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Yesterday, Ianiie called me around 6plus,
asking if i would like to teman her go out .
I was bored yet lazy, hence,
i'll only agree if its nearby .
So, i suggested NEX cause i'm sleeping over at Granny's for 2 nights .
& she agreed :))
As it was nearby, we decide to wear something simple .
& it turns out that we both look super masai .
Masai = Look like mad woman = Untidy .
Hahahaha .
I look like i'm ready for bed & Ianiie seriously look like maid sia .
Maid JB . Hahaha .
If only her camera was still alive,
i bet we would have taken some pictures .
Oh well .
& i was craving for Takoyaki .
We search the whole super big NEX for that Takoyaki .
We even asked the security guard .
& that security guard said that they don't have it at NEX .
Wah, heartbroken already .
But, i still haven't give up .
Thank God, Ianiie didn't ask me to give up too .
&& she accompanied me all the waaaaaaaaaaaay ^^
Lol .
We even went touring around the Food Junction- i think .
& that's when i saw my Takoyaki !
Wooooooots ~
Happy gilerrrr :))
But, not Halal . But, i still eat .
But, its just Octopus .
:(
Anw, after i bought my Takoyaki, we bought Bubble Tea .
& she wants to lepak under my Nenek's void deck .
& yes, we did went there .
Chit chat about stuffs :)
Around 10pm, both Masai went separate ways .
Thank God, she's smart to find her way out .
:D
Let My Pictures Do The Talking ^^
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
When Singaporean teens enter Johore Bahru ~
Became minah JB for 3days 2nights
(still waiting for the video, Mia)
Our first bus rides in JB .
Lovely Chicken Cream .
My choice ^^
Yes, she's heavy :))
Nose-less .
(Y)
My lovely daughter- Aanisah Livionia
Aanisah & Zakiah Livionia
^^v
Happy Family :D
Sepettttt :)
The girls :)
After second thoughts,
i don't think the quality of the camera allows the pictures (below) to do the talking .
Hehehe .
Its a camera phone cause we forgot to bring our digital camera .
So yeaaah .
Sadded .
:(
This was during the Underwater World trip
:)
(I don't know whats up with these lines now. Gosh, blogger is getting crazier)
Muka tak perluuuuuuu .
Tsk .
Rambut pun tak perluuuu :P
Hahaha, pergi tebang lah tu rambut .
(Y)
The Giant Crab ?
Jellyfishes
Shasha freaked out moment .
Lol .
Giant Stingraaaaaay .
Great White Shark
3D
Malaysia Trip
Saturday, December 25, 2010
My post about us in Malaysia,
will be updated..................don't know when .
Yawwwwwwwn ~
I'm sleepy already .
Mornight !
My Date With Ianiie ^^
Guy at the back (Y)
Greeeeeen ^^
Bandungggg ^^
The day before we left for Malaysia, i accompanied Ianiie to collect her high waist jeans so that she could wear them while we were there . Its at.........Kallang . We followed the direction that was given to us which heads to the shop . Its as if we're in Amazing Race cause we search for the dental clinic & the post box cause that leads us to the final destination . Lol .
After that, we went Bugis to get the rings for her eyebrow .
She asked what colour she should get, so i said green . Well, its my favourite colour ^^
She doesn't like it . Next, she asked her favourite boy, & he said green too ! Weehee !
So, yupppp, she bought the greeeeeeeeeeeeeen rings :))
Then, we went Tampines to munch ! Ate Nasi Ayam Penyet . & oh, the sambal was so hot & delicious . Sedaaaap . But, i didn't finish them . Cause its way to spicy and it would be better if i eat them at home cause i won't be bothered how my tears & all starts to drip . HAHA, eww, sounds so gross . After days, i finally get to drink my bandung ^^
& left for home after eating to packed our stuffs .
Picnic @ Sentosa ♥
Those that made an effort ^^
Aisha, Andy, Dino, Wirul, Dayah, Fiqah, Yana & Iqah
Not in picture : Lya, Firdaus & Helmi .
♥
She's Lya ; My Primary Bestie
:D
That's Firdaus & Helmi
:)
Hahaha, look at Andy's face !
Gila punye anak (Y)
Ok, back on track :) Lets just snip snip & make it short, beybehhhhhh ^^ So, way before last Monday, Asiqah had actually plan to have a gathering for primary mates . And finally, it happened on the 20th December .
We met at 1pm instead of 12 noon, CP . & at Harbourfront, we waited again for Fiqah till about 2pm . & after that, we wait for Andy, Wirul & Dino approx 3pm . We spent hours waiting, seriously -.- We reached Sentosa only about 4pm . We walked till Siloso Beach . Met Husaidi . Walked back . Played with the soccer ball . Use it to play volleyball & captain's ball too . It wasn't our ball & we don't know that cause we thought it belongs to our boys . Then, a group of students ask for their ball back but we claim that it belongs to our friends . Later, we found out that its not his . Hahahahaha . No wonder that group of people was so confident that the soccer ball belongs to them . Lol . Who cares ~ Heh .
Around 7pm, we left Sentosa . Everyone was starving . So, we decide to packed our dinner & sat at the Fountain instead . By then, Iliya & Dayah had left . & even before these babes left, Firdaus & Helmi had MIA . Tsk . Then, Iqah, Yana & Dino went home too .
And we're left with Aisha, Fiqah, Andy, Wirul & me . We played True or Dare . LOL, all those dares were hilarious . Hahahaha, Aisha had to kiss me on the cheeks -.- Fiqah had to be minah rep for 20sec . She really can make it, man . Lol . Andy had to face the sea & shout "I Love Singapore" aloud ! He prefers to shout "I Love You" instead but we insist on "Singapore" Hahaha . Wirul had to dance for 15sec .
After so long, only now we get to make a gathering . & even so, not all were there . Its sucks not having a complete circle for any outing . Well, plan still goes on, beybehhhh . Alright, thats all for last Monday . Hope to see them around . Oh, met Satish on the way home . Didn't noticed him till he calls out for my name . He wore black t-shirt & light blue jeans ^^ Simple yet attractive :)
Olaaaaa ~
Friday, December 24, 2010
Hey ho .
I'm back peeps ^^
Miss me, miss me, miss me ?
Guess not .
Tsk .
Alrighty,
gonna start updating soon .
Shall start from last Monday :)
In ten minutes time,
it would be 25 December 2010 .
To those that celebrate Christmas,
hey, MERRY CHRISTMAS & a HAPPY NEW YEAR .
:D
Tataaaa ~
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I owe two blog post :(
First - Monday : Picnic with Primary Frienzies :)
Second - Tuesday : Date with Ianiie :)
Shall update when i get back, alright .
Sorry lovely babes of mine .
Looks like, my intention to have a movie marathon,
is not gonna happen this Thursday . Haish .
Can we still have it without Cecilia ?
Hehehehe .
Cecilia won't be back till next year sey :(
GONNA MISS YOU !
I know you will have fun there ! ^^
Take care :D
So lovely asses,
i'll be back on Friday :)
Bye Singapore & Hello Malaysia ~
Feeling Like A Mermaid ^^
Monday, December 20, 2010
19 December 2010, Sunday
So 80, goes to all the route that me & him had spent time quite oftenly . And 80 was the first bus that we took, together . And that first time was to our workplace . 80 passes by Hougang, Serangoon, Paya Lebar, Bugis, & Harbourfront . All i did throughout the whole bus journey was to think about him & what we used to do at each of those heartlands . Tried to stop myself from thinking about him, but its hard . Thank God, i didn't end up tearing . Cause family was there :) No worries, that was the only moment i thought about him for the day . Hehe, improvement, again ! ^^
Annnnnnyway, we reached Harbourfront around 10am . My tummy was sibei hungry & i asked Ibu if we could have our breakfast first . And she said, ofcourse ! Only after i start eating, my stomach starts to settle . After breakfast, we took Monorail to Sentosa :D
It had been years since they last step in Sentosa . Lol . My parents keep emphasizing on how different things used to be & all -.- We walked our way to Siloso Beach when suddenly, Ibu suggested to go Underwater World . Instantly, i agree ! & definitely, the rest too :) Bought tickets & there we are in Underwater World . Hehehehe . There's a flight of stairs and Ibu & me took a picture together cause thats where we took picture 15-16 years ago . HEH . And the fish uhhhhhh, DAMN HUGE luh . Tsk . Shasha almost cried cause she was afraid of the fish . She never like fishes . She doesn't even eat one . Everyone was happy & excited, & there she look unhappy & frightened . Spoiler siah . Hahaha, but i was pretty amazed . I don't know why but i'm really interested in fishes . If i can, i would want to dive with the sharks ! Spend me $120, pleaaaaaaaase ^^ Hehe .
Then, we head to Dolphine lagoon . First, was the seal presentation . Haha, the seal soooo cute ! Feel like hugging them, really ! I think i enjoyed more than Shasha did :) Who cares . Then, it was time for the Dolphines ! Wah, they smart like shit . So adorable ! Can wave, dance, swirl, jump . Action only . Arghhhh, they so cute ! Spidey, go curi one Dolphine & put at your swimming pool leh :(
After we spend the whole day at Sentosa, we decide to go for a swim :) Not in the sea but Sengkang Swimming Complex . Haha, yeah, the place that cheat my feelings . I told Ibu that i wanna join them for a swim & that i don't have any outfits . Was hoping that she could buy for me . Instead, she said she don't want to waste money on unnecessary things . Wah, i sedih already . Yes, i merajuk . I didn't talk to her at all. So, from Harbourfront to Sengkang, i kept quiet . And in the train, i sat further from them . Prangai budak kecik right, menyampah aku . Who cares .
Took cab from CP cause we were all darn lazy to walk or even to wait for bus . We were soooo tired . And when we reached, they changed to their outfits & i continue keeping quiet . They swam about 10min when Ibu asked me if i want to go & buy my swimming costume . At first, i ignore her . Then i think twice, cause i'll be at the losing end, so i said, yeaaaah, i want . Hahaha, & now, i owned one ! :D Happpppy ~
Swim like damn shiok . Haha . No longer tired . And i'm not afraid of those pool cause it wasn't that deep :) Go thousands of time to those slides . I feel like a kid once again ;D
The whole day i'm being close to water . Thats why, i feel like a mermaid :)) I really had an awesome time !
♥♥♥
Replying To - NRL
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Hello, NRL ^^
(Naseb baik bukan NEL)
Anyway, not only you,
but me too noticed that we weren't as close as before .
And i'm not sure what caused us to be distant .
Hmm, you said you read my blog . Seriously ? Whoaaa ^^
Thought you don't care anymore, cause you never asked :(
Oh, i do visit your blog quite often too but its so disappointing,
cause you never update ! >:(
Well, about me & him,
lets just say, takde jodoh .
Just like the lyrics in Taufik's song,
"We both know, its better if we just let it go"
And this is for the best of us .
Anyway, glad to hear that you'll still be here for me :)
Thanks Natty :D
I'll still be me but when school reopens,
i'll be happier than before ,
i promise .
xoxo
Reminisce
Sat under a tree, by the seashore .
When suddenly, everything seems to disappear .
Every sound starts to quieten, & eventually it vanishes .
Images of us starts to appear,
and your voice seems so clear .
Images of,
Those moments we had when we first start to contact .
Those moments we had when we first met .
Those moments we had when we start knowing one another .
Those moments we had before our first argument .
Those moments where its only filled with smile, giggles, laughter -joy .
Places we went .
Our favourite words .
Every actions you did .
Every choice you made .
Were all still fresh in my mind .
As if it happen recently .
Then, I felt a tap on my shoulder .
Thats when I knew, I had been dreaming .
Of you .
Your voice, your presence,
wasn't there with me anymore .
Tears caused by mixed reaction,
rolled down my cheeks .
And i realised that,
i truly misses you ~
Despicable Me
Friday, December 17, 2010
"Despicable Me" in DVD had just ended on my TV screen . As you all already know, i'm not a fan of cartoons or any animated movies . Which means, i'm bored & i had to forced myself to watched them to entertained myself . Since brother & sister aren't here to entertained me . Heh heh . & oh, that small little girl was another reason why i decide to watch it ^^ Cause she looks so adorable . Just like the reason why i watched Monster Inc . Because of Boo :))
Anyway, at first, it was boring & ridiculous especially when its about people stealing Statue of Liberty & the Pyramid, also the Eiffel Tower & what, the Moon =.=" How ridiculous can it really be ? But later, it got funny . All thanks to that adorable girl - Agnes & those yellow minions ^^ "Is this counted as annnnnoying ? *blopblopblop*" Cute or what man !?
Then, it came to a part where he adopted those girls, had fun time with them & then, the girls had to leave . I guess people do come & go . They entered our life unexpectedly & even before we realised, they left, unexpectedly too . Leaving memories everywhere . So, these doesn't happen only in real life, huh ?
But hey, just like that big, enormous, gigantic guy aka Gru whom continued with his aim & focus to steal the Moon after the girls had left, we too had to move on just like before . & when things are not meant for us, we got to start learning to live without them . Gru managed to leave that Moon alone in the end cause i bet he realised that the Moon wasn't meant for him . Plus, he knew that those girls are more precious to him than the Moon . He still had his Statue of Liberty, anyway . Oh well . & when i came to think about it, i can't imagine that even this animated movie, made me cried . Wow, i'm that sensitive & emotional .
So, what's the difference between me & Gru ? He got his girls back & i don't .
One Last
I met him .
Yes him .
It was an impromptu meet up & decision .
I was online .
He started chatting .
He asked me out .
I was bored .
No one's home .
& "Okay" was my answer .
He asked me a few times before but i kept rejecting .
But today, there's a slight difference .
Wasn't contemplating like i used to .
Met him, spend time with him .
Finally, i felt satisfied after meeting him .
This is what i meant by proper goodbye .
I won't be seeing him anymore .
Msn chat, Fb chat, texts & calls - Maybe .
But, outings & meet ups - Not Anymore .
I met him in January & now in December, we're over .
2010 - A Year Full Of Joy & Misery .
8 had always been my favourite number .
Thats why he chose 8 to start of with .
But whenever it comes to my relationship,
I knew something bad would likely to happen especially from 8th months onwards .
8 x 2 = 16
8th - the day we're together
2 - the both of us
16th - the day we last see one another
What a theory :')
Goodnight .
You & Her
Thursday, December 16, 2010
You're out at this hour .
For your beloved brother .
Then, you meet your friend .
& I'm not sure who .
Wondering, still .
But, you aren't telling me .
Hey, its ok .
However,
You're never out this late .
Only when you're working .
Forget it .
Just take care .
Bye .
& YOU !!
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING ?!
WHAT WERE YOU THINKING ?!
Why are you there, huh ?!!
You're lost, AGAIN .
You love to make us worry, don't you ?!
We don't like it :(
Its your safety, we're concern about !
You're a girl, after all !
Plus, its not your hometown .
Haishhhh .
Cacat uh kau !!
Tsktsk.
Hopefully, nothing happen to them .
Dear god, be there with them every now & then .
Wednesday :)
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Timetable for today :
1pm-3pm > SVE
3pm-5pm > LPD
Went NEX to meet my family . Ate at Mad Jack . Sibei full ! No more Cabonara for me till next few months, maaaaaan ! Hehehe . & oh, Mad Jack played all my emo songs :( Like the whole time i'm there, they were playing songs like No Air, Bleeding Love, Stop & Stare, You're Beautiful & Bubbly :( Haiyaaaah ! Nevermind, after that, we (them) shop like what like that ! Tsktsk . Faris bought a shirt, shades & shoes . Shasha bought her merepek stuffs . Ibu bought herself heels . Ayah.....i don't know . Hahaha . She owe me heels too :( I wonder when, hmmmmmmmm ~ Had great time with them even when it lasts for a while ^^
Spidey, Ibu still tak bagi aku pergi JB :( Kau ask Ibu kau talk to my Ibu lehhhh :( I really wanna go see your house :'(
Monday Monday Monday !
Monday, December 13, 2010
It had always been Monday . It had been weeks i skipped school on Monday . Aiye ! But hey, not consecutively, okay ^^ Heh heh, i think :/ & tomorrow, my CA will be giving out Warning Letter . I know one of it will definitely be mine . Its gonna be my second warning letter .Well anyway, today's reason for skipping lesson isn't like what Ianiie claims in Facebook but because of SWIMMING ! Like yeah, swimming with my family ! Cause everyone was at home & so i made my decision to join them :)
Only to find out that its close on Monday & Public Holiday !! HAHAHAHAHA ! BACEN BETUL . Aku dah semangat gila, berkobah-kobah, excited nak mamps, abeh tutup ! Hahahahaha !! Ass ! So, i sad lorhhhhhh :( Hahaha, no lah . At least no one get to see my super tight swimming costume, wah lucky ! ^^ Then, we ate at Macs . Finally, i feel like eating . All these while, i ate because Ianiie force me to ! But today, i have desires to eat Hot Fudge ^^ An improvement, i guess :)) After that, we went to check NEX out . Hey, that place was huge . So many people, tsktsk . I miss my old, low profile, nenek's house - Serangoon . Wanted to watch movie but nothing seem to attracts us . Not Narnia what more Doraemon =.=" So we played arcade instead . Miss playing them with my family . Its been months, if i'm not wrong . But i miss those moments where i played with them even before Shasha was born :/
& it was made when i was bathing for school actually . Hahaha . Yeah, in my toilet . Lol . Yup, last minute . So, i went to search high & lowwwwww for my super tight swimming costume from centuries ago & i managed to find them . Pack all those necessary stuffs & make our way to Sengkang Swimming Complex . The best part coming .............
& oh, i was so used to him carrying my bag till i was lazy to carry mine just now & Ibu had to carried it for me . & when Ayah saw Ibu carrying two bags, Ayah offered help . So basically, Ayah was the one who's carrying my bag ! Hahahahah ! Ass me . See what you had done to me ? I'm so used to not doing it, now i had to get used doing all these small little things again . Nevermind, no more next time, i promiseeeeee . Hehehe . I won't be a lazy anymore ^^v
Spidey, Spidey, Spideeeeey ! I really waaaaaaaaant to go your home for sleepover in JB lehhh . Hopefully, Ibu & Ayah will allow me to :( Ngada-ngada you know my Ibu . At first she said, must have at least 5 people than she will allow me but must EXCLUDE you . I insist on counting you in but, she ignored your name . Haha, pantat kan . I said got Spidey, Ianiie, Nabilah, Natalia, Amirah (kesian Amirah) at first . Told Ianiie about it & she suggests to add Nadia & Maria ! Which i did . Hahahaha ! Adiks kau pun dalam cerita ! Hehehehehe :D Abeh now she said, must have 10 people . She think what, party uhhhh or class outing ahhh . Tating . I shall pujukkkkkkk her again & hopefully they allow me to go . *prays hard*
DiMucci No More
Sunday, December 12, 2010
From DiMucci to Livionia .
Changed my Tumblr URL .
Go figure out .
:)
Original name - Livonia .
Hahaha, i go anyhow add the 'I' after 'V' :|
Its a boyband .
A local band in the 90s .
Indie Rock .
Dear Ex,
Saturday, December 11, 2010
I tak paham uh kenape you kena kurang ajar ngan i . Boleh settle benda baik-baik pe . Boleh berbual pe . Tak perlu maki-maki uh . Tak perlu panggil i name-name gitu uh . Sebiadap i, i masih tau limit okay . Kalau boleh, i taknak kurang ajar ngan you lah . Tapi semakin i diam, you semakin menjadi-jadi . Pijak kepala i . Bila i dah memekak, you pulak cakap i kurang ajar . Padahal, you yang start kurang ajar dulu . & semua benda ade limit, okay . Kalau dah tahap melampau, jangan harap i nak berbual ngan you .
First, i tak tau kenape you nak bingit-bingit ngan i . You dah lepaskan i . You sendiri mengaku, you ex i . Kenape sekarang halang i ? Kenape i kena dengar cakap you lagi ? Masa i merayu dengan you supaya jangan lepaskan i, ade you dengar ? Tak . You nak jugak lepaskan i . I menangis bila berbual ngan you, you dengar tak ? Tak . You sambung perbualan you yang menyakitkan hati i . You tak dengar i, kenape sekarang bila kita tak bersama lagi, i nak kena dengar you ?
Walaupun you dah lepaskan i dari hari tu, i masih bawak nama you kemana i pergi . Nama you sentiasa di leher i as rantai . I pergi sekolah, buat project, keluar jalan, kat rumah, i sentiasa pakai rantai you walaupun i tau i tak sepatutnya pakai sebab kita dah tak together lagi . Tapi, i masih sayangkan you . Masih harapkan you . Nama you yang i save kat handphone as "Baby Boy", i tak tukar walaupun kita dah break . Memang i harap you akan kembali dengan i macam dulu .
Tapi sekarang, you buat i macam gini . Perangai you, i dah tak tau nak cakap ape lagi . You tukar 150% . You maki i, you kurang ajar ngan i . Sumpah, i tak pernah jumpe orang kat dunia niy sebiadap you terhadap i . You nak berbual mat rep language, you jangan berbual ngan i . Yang i tau sekarang, you dah melampau ~
Again, thanks for everything . All thanks to you, i realised that i'm living in the real world . I've been in my own wonderland all these while . I never thought i would meet people as harsh as you especially for someone whom i used to love so much . Haishhhhh .
You're my best boyfriend yet my worse ex . All the best .
&.....CUT !
We have to be in school by 1030am on Friday . & we made it just in time, beybehhhhh . Cause Ms Elfa was late ! Tsktsk . Ianiie & Spidey memang macam pantat . Cause they woke up early yet miss the bus . Which means, they took the different bus as me . Macam pantat, righttttt ? I reserve seats already leh, walao ! Hahaha . So, we wait & wait & waaaaaaait for Ms Elfa & finally she told us where she is & we head to the class she's in . She took about 15min & class ended for THE WHOLE DAY =.="
Pathetic but nevermind, we have to interview some teachers to help out with our projects . Went in the office & disturb the teachers ! HAHAHAH ! (Y) We took Ms Elfa's chair . Disturb Ms Nair . Find Ms Jean Yeo . Took the teachers chocolates . Muahaha ! After that, we interviewed Mrs Yeo . While waiting for Ms Nair, we stone & emo . Sat around in one of the empty class . Go canteen . Thats when Mr Edmond, our DM came . MR EDMOND IS FUNNY LIKE SUPER FUNNY . I didn't expect him to be that funny . Hahahaha . Ianiie kena bahan ngan Mr Edmond . Hahahaha ! & he shared with us one lame joke . LOL . We laugh like hell . Enough about Mr Edmond . Interviewed Ms Nair & off we went Woodland Waterfront for 90s filming ^^
Saturday :
Met Ianiie & Spidey at Ianiie's house . Then, we head Orchard MRT for Botanic Garden . Film our last part & thats it ! Filming for our video is finally done !! Don't need to act anymore ! ^^ It didn't take a very long time to film our 80s, 90s & the last part . I wonder why . Hmmm ~ hehe . We end everything around 8-9pm, i think . & all of us, including Ianiie, went home :) Had a great time with them :D
1980s
On Thursday, we actually planned to meet up for project followed by lepak & after that go club . We were all so excited already . My first time going club, plus Spidey's coming along . & its her first time too . & thinking that its the best time to relieves my stress, i was so darn excited . BUT in the end, Ianiie took the wrong IC -.- She accidentally took her younger sister's IC . Pantat kan . Every time i did or wanted to do something "bad", things WILL go wrong . Just like my first time wearing skinnies to school & on that day itself is when we had our first spot check . Hahaha . & on the second spot check was when i polished my nails . LOL . Ianiie polished them too therefore she kena caught also . & when i wore blue shoes instead of black, Spidey kena caught for her skinnies when all these while, she didn't . Hahahaha . & when i didn't go to school, minutes later received text saying lessons cancelled . Hahahaha, Ianiie & Spidey always get annoyed with this . & they kept reminding me that i shouldn't break any school rules . They called me suay . So mean, righttttttt ? Sheeesh .
Wah, i sidetrack already . Heh heh . So, on Thursday, Ianiie & i skipped school, like again ! Met the rest at Bottle Tree Park instead of Khatib . Played with the swings to kill time ^^ Spidey, Natasha & Natalia later arrives . Spidey challenge Ianiie and me to see who swings the highest . Hahahaha, she loses to Ianiie but she won to, errrr, nevermind . HEH HEH HEH . Then, we make our way to the hut . While walking, i heard someone calling my name . IT WAS LEMUEL & HUBERT . Omg, i never see them like months . & they happen to be there, fishing ! Talk to them for a while, cause we need to do our filming .
Filming the 80s is way faster than the previous eras . So still got time, i went back to Lemmy & Bert only to find out that Ahmad & Zhong Wee was there too . LOL . Thought only that two cuzzies, in the end the carrefourians were meeting there . I tried fishing . They caught a fish & they let me try to catch & release them? HAHAHA, i swear my English sucks ! Can anyone find word replacement for that bold & italics words ? Thanks, much appreciated . Its so fun ! The fish is heaaaaaaaaaavy ! I took picture with it but its with Hubert :( I'll find my way to get that picture . Lemmy had trouble holding it cause it was slimy :/ Spend some time with them & off i left BTP with my girlfriends .
We went Esplanade rooftop after that . We = Ianiie, Spidey & me . My first time . I didn't know that place exist . Hahahaha . Ianiie & Spidey panggil aku jakon . WALAO . Sorry uh, i'm not that adventurous . We snap pictures like really really a lot ! Went home after that around 1030pm, since yeah, no club :/
Esplanade - So Near Yet So Far .
Her Name
Friday, December 10, 2010
Suriani .
She's there to witness those things he said .
She's there when i cried like a mad woman .
She's there to offer me a drink .
She's there to offer me tissues .
She's there to comfort me .
She's there to hug me .
She's there to keep me strong .
She's there to see my naked face .
She's there to see my swollen eye .
She's there to see me gasping for air when i cried .
She's there waiting for bus with me .
She's there in the bus with me .
She's there to walk me home .
She's there when i need someone,
especially on that particular day .
Suriani, i appreciate what you had done for me on that day .
Comforting me . Helping me to stay calm . Praising me even when i look really bad .
Thank you .
Sorry to trouble you,
especially to accompany me home when we were from your home .
You make an extra effort to walk home with me from,
Hougang > Sengkang > Getting lost > Hougang .
Yes, she's lost after fetching me home .
This really proves that she sucks at her sense of directions .
Like totally ~
Cause it was only a few minutes ago & she forgot where we walked .
Whatever it is, a BIG (bukan BIT ehyk) thank you to you,
Suriani Samsuri .
♥♥♥
Dearest Girlfriends especially Cecilia Belinda Then,
Thanks for your care & concern .
I know you girls will be there for me .
I'll tell you more in details the next time we meet, deal ?
XOXO
*Wanted to post this earlier, unfortunately, I wasn't in the mood to blog . So now, here it is .
Nothing But A Liar .
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
I found out that a girl gave him a HEART shape at his wall & I found out through Ianiie's account . The best part, he returned that girl with TWO heart shapes at her wall . How awesome is that ? Very awesome . When i asked him, he claims that they were just friends . Friends & hearts just don't belong together . Especially when i never heard of that girl before . He fetched me to school today & before i went in my school, he promise he won't contact other girls, he won't flirt with other girls . He even swears to me . But look at what he did . & oh, he even deleted Ianiie off his friends list . Now, i think his story about his elder brother (the one that i wrote on my previous post) was just a creation of his own . I'm utterly disappointed in him . I swear, i am . He rarely online at 7+ but today he online around that hour . & when i saw those hearts, it was just an hour ago . I bet, he's online just for her . He also promised to go countdown with me, guess its not gonna happen & looks like, he said that just to make me happy . Things change, people change, situation change . We were having fun few days ago, laughing, giggling, hugging, kissing . Now, he disappeared just like that . Wait, he gave me his last words - move on .
Yeah, as simple as that . Move on . Thats that . Well, i have more things to say compared to you . I want to thank you for everything you had done for me, bought for me, sacrifice for me ever since i first met you . EVERYTHING. I'll appreciate whatever you had done for me . Thanks for those little little things that actually made me smile . If you did it because you are left with no choice, i'm sorry . & i apologize, for the trouble that i have caused you for the last months. Those memories that you have left me, i'll keep it wherever i go . Those happy moments i had with you in Carrefour, will never be forgotten . Again, i can't believe this is happening & what hurts me the most, you left me just like that . No proper goodbye .
That guy, whom i thought would enjoy being with me, is avoiding me now .
That guy, whom i thought i can trust his promises & swears, was just an empty words .
That guy, whom i thought would be different when compared to other guys, turns out to be the same .
That guy, whom i thought he would love me & only me, likes other girls .
That guy, whom i thought would stay with me for better or worse, had left me .
That guy, whom had broke my heart into thousand pieces is
Haziq Syazani .
MYOB
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
I don't need anyone to break us apart . Even if we decide to break up, it will be base on our own decision & not anyone else . We did our part by minding our own business & its time to do yours . Its our relationship therefore, we have the right to decide . All these months, I've been going through thick & thin, ups & downs with him, now you want to break us apart just because of what my ex's friend had done to you ??! Firstly, he's my ex & i no longer related to him . Secondly, you have problem with my ex's friend . Its not even my ex . I don't freaking know his freaking friends . So, what does it have to do with me & my boy ? You're a grown up so please think wisely & react accordingly . The one that gives you shit in your past which definitely affects you until now, wasn't me or my ex but that freaking friend of his . Don't drag me & my boy in your problem .
Just so you know, me & my boy had quarrel & argue gazillion times but never did the word 'break up' ever came out from our mouths . So please, don't push things beyond our limit . I still need him to be with me as my pillar of strength . He's my motivation & the reason why i look forward to everyday . Its not fair for me if i have to let him go just because of your self-centered attitude . I love him so much . I won't be able to move on . Not as easy as what you think it will be . Seriously, you can't think only about your own feelings & position . What about mine ? What about his feeling ? He told me about his decision agreeing with your ridiculous wants . But thats only because he respect you as an elder person .
I'm truly upset that our relationship had to be this way, baby . Now i know the reason why you have been behaving that way to me ever since last week . I knew something like this would happen yet I've not prepared myself . Cause i refuse to imagine the moment i'll lose you . This is unfair . First, your little one . Now, your elder one . Guess fate wasn't really on our side despite knowing how much we both love one another .
I'll miss your eyes that loves to stare at me, your nose that i love to pinch, your cheeks that keep rubbing against mine, the only lips which touches mine, your neck that i love to kiss, your hands which fills in the empty spaces within my finger, your body that gives me warmth, the memories that you left, the pain that helps me to get stronger, your voice that used to give me morning calls, your encouragement, playing under the rain with me, cycle with me, comfort me, your goodnight wishes every time before i sleep, your kisses on my forehead, my cheeks, my lips . Basically, everything . I'll miss every single thing i did with you, even to the slightest thing .
Now, things will never be the same . Except my love for you . I'm not sure how i will go through the rest of the days without you . My wish to go countdown with you this year, guess, it won't be able to come true . Thank God, holidays are coming & my CAs are over . I won't be able to concentrate if these were to happen earlier . 2011, please be a great year for me .
I love you, Haziq Syazani & Happy Monthsary in advance .
Getting All Wet & Soaked .
Monday, December 6, 2010
Phewwww ~ That was a long post .
But, its worth remembering lorhhhhhhhh .
Alright, continuation from the previous post starting in 5 secs .
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We walked from that place to the F1 Pit . We head towards the Singapore Flyer cause it was a great help compared to sign boards . Reached there & saw millions of teenagers . Just like me & you . LOL . Ok lame . Another thing in common besides teenager, was that we all were the volunteers for the event .
We had to queue for our event shirt before joining with the other team members . The queue was sibei long ! It shouldn't be compared with snakes but Anaconda instead !! So siaaaaan . La la laaaa ~ Get our shirt & went to the toilet . That portable toilet =.=" Must queue again with lots of peoples . Then, Ianiie say to this Aunty, " She die already ah inside ? " Then the Aunty was like, " Why you say like that ?? " Only to find out that the person inside that cubicle was her best friend . HAHAHAHAHA . So funnnnnny . That Aunty go complain to her friend . Hahaha . & then & then, the Aunty's Best friend say, " You lah go die ." Hahahahahahaha . Funny luh !
Went to join with our team members . Some scene happen . Then, it was time to board the bus . They brought us to ECP . We reached around 2-3am . Stop at the wrong place & we all walked back to the correct place . We were all so bored & sleepy . The three of us, played some games just to kill time . Simon says lah, Nose-nose lah & another game . Then, Spidey rest her head on my left lap & Ianiie on my right . They were getting sleeeeepy . But i wasn't . I was just bored . So, i called Baby to talked to him since he already end work . After that, Spidey & Ianiie started complaining that i was noisy & the reason why they can't sleeeeep . HAHAHAHAHA . Irritating sey they all . Kept interrupting me & Baby some more . LOL .
Where got people overnight sleeeep one . Haiyohhhhh, niy dua budak . Lagipun, kalau korang tido, sape nak teman aku . Blueks blueks ! Then around 4am, the in-charge asked to arrange tables . The boys started making 100plus drink .
Blablablaaaaaa ~
To cut the long story short :
The indian girl so irritating .
That malay girl so annoying .
Alamaaaaaaak, if i could, i would have tape their mouth(s) .
We were all so darn tired . Seriously . Non-stop hits, man . We continued to refill the drinks till we were all wet & soaked with 100plus . Grossssssss . We got no choice but to continue helping out even when we felt like our back bones breaking . & those marathoners, there were like zillions of them . Haiyohhhh . Tired to the max . Oh, at first they say the event will roughly ends at 2pm but it ended earlier around 11am . But, there's no point cause we waited for the bloody bus like damn freaking long . Ianiie & Spidey was already sleeping even though they were under the hot sun . Hence, i was alone . Layan'ing myself . & that two girls so noisy . Sunshine here, sunshine there . Tskkkkkk .
Bla bla blaaaa ~
They give us NETS flashpay worth $22 as a token of appreciation .
& made our way homeeeeeee .
Yuppp, dengan baju aku kotor-bolor, rambut aku kusut masai, aku & Ianiie naik train .
Sungguh unglam . But who cares ?
I do, actually :(
Reached home & bathe straight away . Slept for 2hours & off i went to fetch Baby at Potong Pasir . Poor Baby, he slept around 4am but had to wake up at 8am for his course . & that course ends only at 6pm . I'm pretty sure he's as tired as me . But we chose to spend time together. We went Vivo . Bought donuts & sat at the empty space & yeah, just like that . Kill time together, talk about past, talk about future, talk about basically everything & anything .
Dearest Baby Boy,
I LOVE YOU
♥♥♥
4th December 2010
On the 5th December, we were told to be at F1 Pit by 1230am . Yup, in the mornight where people or sometimes even myself were sleeping. Its for the Standard Chartered Marathon . Since it started that late, i decide to meet my beloved Baby Boy that afternoon around 4pm .
Things didn't really work out well for us last week . Plus, i have not seen his face since that Monday . Hence, i thought that by spending some time together, we could talk things out . But, his best friend decides to tag along despite knowing that i was there . I wonder if he's aware that words such as "Extra" or "Lamp post" exist . & the fact that my Baby agreed with him just pissed me off .
Met him at ION . Did our usuals even though we were not in good terms . & i told him off about what i feel towards his best friend . Baby called him, giving any excuses he could think of just so he won't join us . & i thank Baby for that . As we were window shopping, discussing & eating, he kept calling Baby asking where we were & stuffs . How annoying can he get uh, seriously ? He's meeting my Baby at work that evening some more, can't he just wait for later .
We managed to solve our problem & Baby made a promise to me . I really hope you will do whatever it takes to keep that promise, alright dear ? I love you so much, really . I can't bear to lose you in every way, i swear .
Accompanied him to work . Waited for Spidey as well . She reached few minutes later . She wants to eat so i had to accompany her . Loving it because i can see my Baby at work ^^ & after that, we make our way to Marina Bay Sands, walked through the Double Helix . That place was just WOW, awesome . Its my first time there so i was pretty amazed with it :) However, it could have been better if i was with my Baby instead . Hehehe, just kidding ! Then, Isfa came with Ael . Ael is cute . She's a liar . LOL . That's my first impression of her . Or maybe, i'm just too naive :( Is it wrong to believe someone ? Tsk .
Ianiie gave a call saying she had already arrived at City Hall . She sucks at directions therefore, we had to go back to Esplanade to fetch her. Her face was black . We can see the scary moments appearing . Heh heh heh . That guy deserve a slap from me for being rude . HAHAHA- to the slapping part . I'm so macampaham.com . Even Ianiie knows that i won't do that . What the hell . Haha . I'll be as fierce as you, Ianiie . One not-so-fine day, for sure .
Then, we sat at.......err...i'm not sure where but its along the seats at where they have gigs & small concerts . Yup, i think so . Just beside Makansutra . We chit chat and bla bla bla till Ianiie starts to feel hungry & ask me to buy food for her . With an open heart, i agreed cause i can see my Baby again ! HAHAHA . I'm lovin' it . Wooooots ~
Drag Spidey along . Then, we go to the chicken rice shop . Ianiie always say that that Kakak so friendly . But when i ordered, she wasn't friendly lehhh . Not friendly, then ok lorhhh . Then, Baby came to me & Spidey . I asked him what time his break cause its already 11+ . Y'know what he said, he had gone for his break already . Walao, so jahat kan he ! Never tell me, he went for break . Hish hish hish . After he went back to work, that Kakak asked me whether i'm his girlfriend then i said YUP !! Heh heh . Then, she started praising Baby about his well-being at work . LOL, she's friendly after all . &&&, she gave me discount for the chicken rice . Awww ~ Hehehe, she so baikkkk luhh ^^ & Baby gave us 2 free soda drink . Including the first one where Spidey had was 3 . & none, is for me . Tsk .
After Ianiie's dinner & blablabla,
it was already half past midnight & decides to make our way to the F1 Pit .
(To be continued)
