Farah xx

Trust

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Alrighty Fazlynn, i think you need to chill girl ..

Maybe he is telling you the truth, babe ....
You have to trust him, alright ?

I know, you press the side button of his mobile phone twice accidentally & thats when the call log appear ..

& thats when you also saw calls being made 5 days ago when his phone actually became paralysed like almost a month ..

Yeah, im not sure either how that calls can be made if he's phone line had been cut off ..

But he claimed to you that he's friends had been using his phone, right ?

Maybe what he said to you is true, we might never know ..

& you said that he cried when you doubt him, kan ?

Dia nga jujur lah tu .. Takkan dia nak buang masa nangis depan kau kan, Lynn ?

About Ella Jepon mobile number on his phone, kau tak yah risau lah ..

Kan dia blang kau yang number tu Aidil suruh simpan sebab phone dia ade hal ..

Tapi kenape Aidil suruh Haziq pun aku tak tau .. Padahal, kawan dia yang lain ade pe ..

Dahlah takmo stress-stress .. Takmo nangis lagi lah ..

Kau mesti percaya dia kay ??

Hopefully, hubungan kau ngan dia last long k .. :)

Thursday & Friday

Last thursday was Ianiie's Birthday ..

Its my first time giving someone a birthday surprise ..

So, i really enjoyed planning it with my beloved friends ..

I dont know if Ianiie expect this or not but im sure it made her day somehow ..

We specially escape S&W just to celebrate her birthday you know ..

Btw, thanks MacDonald for not halao'in us ..

Thanks 'Ah Bengs' for staring when i ask for lighter ..

Thanks stranger for the lighter ..

Then we went to the Library for idk what purpose ..
Talk about baby names & stuffs ..
After that, Bil took her scarfs out & thats when they start playing with it ..
Pakai tudung & taking pictures .. :D

Ianiie look the sweetest, not because its her birthday but idk what ..

Spidey looks like her mum ..
Natasha look like minah kampung ..
Bil look the prettiest, as always .. CHEY !

Then, we go school for EPL ..

& the sweetest thing is that,

Egg waited for Ianiie after school without Ianiie knowing ..

Surprise marh ..
& Ianiie were angry with Egg, so nak amek hati katekan ..

So sweet luhhh ..

Friday, the day i will never forget ..

All thanks to Ms Elfa ..

So much of Racial Harmony Day ..
Hahah !

Attention were all on us maaaan !

I feel so shy .. Hehe ! :D
Pale pantat Ms Elfa betul ..
At least, she gave us Choco ! :D

Toblerone on Monday ! :) :)

Spidey the prettiest sey !

Seriously, lawa gilerrrrrr !

HAHA !!!

Unexpected greens too ..

Class bonding was great ..

Unexpectedly, i had fun ..

And the spelling game was hilarious !

Thanks ah SITI NOORSURIANI BTE SAMSURI !

Spidey & A'an perform for IES ..
We all only support Spidey, how great ! ^^

Polaroid moments was awesome ..

Cause i look pretty .. :)

The ending part only ..

Bila kita pakai lawa-lawa tak jadi tau ..

Dasar gonggong ..

Slack-ness :D

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Today is sibei slack for us, only my clique, i guess ... Hehh ! :D

Because, for EPL we did nothing much, to be exact, nothing at all ..
Then, we skipped OFA & went to the Library instead to watch Boogeyman ! :)

We shall watch Final Destination 2 next time horrr ...... ;D

As for CMB, we chit chat & the best moment was to have the Karaoke session ..
We had the whole Auditorium to ourselves ! Woohooooo ! ^^

Sing like 5-6 songs, maybe more .. Great man !

Even Mr Jeremy giggled at us .. >.<

& we did nothing much for BZE cause we already did the Tutorial questions earlier .. :)

Therefore, we were released around 4+ today, but we stayed for a little while, to chit chat ?

Isnt all this just awesome ?! ^^

You guys were funny & great & sporting !

Hmmm

Monday, July 26, 2010

Hmmm, lets see, what is there to talk about for today ...

Errr, hmmm, k , nothing much about school actually ..

Only Natasha & me were enjoying each other's company ..

Cause Amirah with her mates & Nat with Sun & Bil only attends EPL ..

& that two crazy bunch not here to entertain us today .. =.=

So, theres only me & Natashayye .. :D

& i remember when she told me about Afiq & his paisey-ness .. ;D

Funny sey ! ^^ "Halo !" HAHAHA !!

& F kept disturbing me .. Siao eh he today .. :P

Still can turn my monitor the other way round .. He sibei bored, i guess .. Tating ..

Ouh ouh, IANIIE !! TAM TAM DAMN CUTE TODAY ! Hahahah !!

Macam budak kecik ! ^^ Still can play with doors ?! Omgsh ! :D

& just like last few schooling days, Baby fetched me again from school .. :)

Thanks for spending time with me, for your 3 bucks & bandong ! ;D

Oooo, i thought my house would be empty when i reached home & the thoughts of me had to panaskan lauk in order for me to eat already make me feel like not going home ..

Especially when Baby's beside me somemore .. But, i still had to go home cause im freaking tired .. BUT, SURPRISINGLY, shockingly, amazingly, my beloved mum at home !!

So all i need to do is say im hungry, & she prepares for me maaaaan !

I LOVE HER SO MUCH ! :D She save my life from dying of hunger !

Btw, errr, when are you going to be online, pantat ?!!

My First Walk To The Museum !

Museum outing with group members yesterday was just AWESOME !!

Really had great time there !

Never thought that Museums can really be fun & exciting !

Love all the exhibitions that we went & my favourite was the WOLVES !

It just amazed me .. :D

Snaps shots that we took was enjoyable too !

Haha ! Pity Sanjeev, had to layan our krenah .. ^^

Visit Merdandy after that ..
Second time Sheesha'ing .. :)

Still not improving at all from my first trial .. =.=

Ianiie & Sanjeev & Bil all dah macam dragon sey !

Haha !!

Really enjoyed my day ..

Baby,

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Im going to bed now ...

& i bet that you're still wide awake right now ... :P

Haish, nevermind, im happy if you're happy .... :D (=.=)

Goodnight baby ...
Hate you, love you & miss you, honey ..

Mmmmuuaccckkkssss ! ^^

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Baby is having chalet today with his family to celebrate his belated birthday ..

Im very sure he's going to have loads of fun with family & cuzzies & & without me .. :(

Looks like we cant chat tonight righttt ??

It feels weird not talking to you even for a night ..

Because even when we were quarelling & argueing, we still did chat ..

Anyway, have fun & snap some shots so that at least i can still catch up with what i missed .. :)

And remember !!!! Dont be gatal, ouhkaaaaaaay ! & dont forget me pantat !

Hate you, love you & miss you baby ..

=.=

Tating ! :P

Why Do You Have To Sleep So Early, Pantat ?!?!?!

Today :)

Friday, July 23, 2010

Today, Shi Jie lend me her phone to call Natasha ..
Today, I went to school with Natasha under the rain ..
Today, Stanley, Shi Jie, Abigail, Natasha & me waited stupidly at the wrong class ..
Today, Miss Toh taught one & only Sanjeevan for the first 50 minutes ..
Today, Spidey came late for class .. Actually, everyday .. And so,
Today, only 7 students were in class for LPD .. &
Today, Baby fetched me from school .. ♥
Today, Baby treat me Nasi Lemak .. ♥
Today, we met Kim Seng .. :) :) :)
Today, I had Bandong ! ♥ ♥
Today, i had lots of fun with Baby !
Today, Baby suggest to go Library .. Wth ! :)
Today, Baby is so merepek & kept making me laugh .. :P
Today, Baby was shocked that i had coins to buy Hot Fudge .. Hahaha ! ^^
Today, both Baby & me littered .. :D
Today, Baby send me home ..
Today, no more today .. :(
Now, tonight ... :'(

My say ♥

Im so not ready to die yet ....
& im freaking out now when my my friends told me abt all the signs ..
Haishh, so let me say it all out now .. :)

To my Grandmum & Granddad : I love you the most ! You meant a lot to me .. You are the reason why sometimes i dont have the guts to do some things which i actually feel like doing :P I know that i've not been visiting you lately & im sorry for that .. Forgive me for all my mistakes whether or not it is intentionnally .. I love you luhhh ! :)

To my Parents : Err, hello .. :) I love the both of you too !! Hee ! Im sorry if im malas last few days, i meant, last few months .. Hehhhh !! I also dont know why i malas .. :D I know you all still love me righttt ? Chey !! :P Oklah, i really hope that you guys will forgive whatever i had done to you, even to the tini miny bits horrr ! I actually do appreciate all the things that you had done for me, for us .. Ouh, please do accept Haziq .. HEE ! Cause i love him so very much, just like how i love you guys ..

To my dearest Siblings, Fariz & Shasha : Im a bad example as a living elder sister .. I've been rude to you guys the most .. & im really sorry .. I know that you guys never heard me say that i love you guys, but actually, i really really do love you guys ! Im not like any other sisters where they pampered their little brothers & sisters .. Im so sorry .. When im richer, if i get richer, i will treat you guys first ! Fariz & shasha, i miss those times where we played together, cycled together, etc .. Shasha, kakak nakminta maaf sebab asik maki shasha & tunjuk middle finger kat shasha tau .. Kakak still love shasha, ok ? Sume sayang shasha .. :) Shasha must study hard kay .. Fariz, youve been a great elder brother to shasha & i thank you for that .. Youre the only one that can live up this family name .. Being in an ITE had disappoint ibu & ayah already .. But you, you had always done us proud ! But one thing, stop being Emo, you Emo freak ! You dont look like one, so please dont be one .. No emo & no mat mat, get it ? I love you guys !!

To my Baby : Baby, i love you baby .. I tau i banyak buat salah & tiap kali you maafkan i .. Thank you so much b .. & last few days, you really made me happy & if i had to die now, i have no regrets .. Cause you did change for the better .. & im happy to have you as my partner ! :) Errrr, i dont know what to say to you leh .. Sebab lain post sume psl you je, sume dah cakap .. Hehe !! Baby, MUST sayang me tau ! Hahah ! Kan dah kena force .. Hahaha !! I feel weird without you & i dont wish that to happen .. Love you, sweetheart !

To my Bestfriends : you know who you are, pantats ! : You guys had always been there for me .. You guys had always support me, encourage me, motivate me & i want to thank you for that .. You guys are so great that i feel like pinching you guys .. Haha ! K, no link ! But you guys, are awesome ! Im glad to have friends like you ! Im glad to even know you all maaaan ! & hey, im sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings .. I know i did & i hope you guys can, will, must forgive me .. :) I love you guys so much & thank you for being there when i need someone ! Stay happy always & never give up whenever you guys fall ! Dh jatoh, bangun ah ! :D Believe in yourself ! Stay pretty & gorgeous always & this includes you Spidey ! :P

To one & all, exclude strangers : I hope you guys forgive me for all my actions & words if it had somehow, somewhat hurt you guys .. & i would want to say thanks to you guys for .....errrr, everything ?? I love each & everyone of you even if you take me as your enemy .. Not sure if i had one, but incase i do have an enemy, i just want you to know that, i still love you lah, pantat ! :P Really ah, i have enemy ah ?? Tsk, i wonder who .... Tating !!

♥

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Your fault luhhh ! ♥

I love my baby so much much ! ♥
He send me to school leh today .. Heeeee ! :)
Errrrr, & he bought me Kinder Bueno the other day .. :P
Hmmm, but i prefer Mars ! :D
Whatever it is, i love him & now i miss him .. :(

My feelings

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Did you forget that i was even alive ?

Did you forget everything we ever had ?

Did you forget, did you forget about me ?

Did you regret ever standing by my side ?

Did you forget we were feeling inside ?

Now im left, to forget about us .

But somewhere we went wrong .

We were once so strong .

Our love is like a song, you cant forget it .

So now i guess, this is where we have to stand .

Did you regret ever holding my hand ?

Never again, please dont forget, dont forget .

We had it all, we were just about to fall .

Even more in love, than we were before .

I wont forget, i wont forget about us .

But somewhere we went wrong .

We were once so strong .

Our love is like a song, you cant forget it .

Somewhere we went wrong .

We were once so strong .

Our love is like a song, you cant forget it at all .

And at last, all the pictures have been burned .

And all the past, is just a lesson that we've learned .

I wont forget, please dont forget about us .

Somewhere we went wrong .

Our love is like a song but you wont sing along .

Youve forgotten about us .

Baby, its you

You make me laugh, you make me cry & you know

what i hate the most that you do, is that you make me love you .....

It has always been you

You just love to see me cry ..

Loving this bunchhhh !

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

only you, baby !

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

I MISS My Baby & I LOVE Him Soooooo Much Muchhh !
Thanks ah, i just online then you say, you got to go ..
Pantattttttttt-ness betul !! =P

Spidey in Sengkang ^^

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Spidey visits Compasspoint for the very first time yesterday !
Hahaha ! She never step Compasspoint in her whole 18 years of her life maaaan ..
Well, i dont know how she finds compasspoint, who cares anyway .. =P
So, i met Spidey & Yani around 7.30 & Egg was there too ..
They started talking in Hindi & i was totally clueless ..
Ntah hantu Hindi mane dah rasuk dorg ntah .. Haha ! =P
But they sound so pro maaaaan, maybe cause i dont understand them ..
Even Khai thought they were from Nepal .. Hahaha !!
Hmmmmm, nothing much happen .. Actually, cant really tell .. Hehhh ! =D

Just one advice :
We should NOT listen to those that says "Jangan Pandang Belakang".
We actually SHOULD ALWAYS look behind & be aware of your surroundings !
Hahahaha !!!! ^^
You know, i know !

Missing You, Baby !

Friday, July 9, 2010

I miss my boyfriend so damn freaking much. It has been a long time since me and him had a proper date. I want my life to be just like before, before my school starts on April. I really miss those times where the both of us would spent the whole day to ourselves. My best moments with him is when we were still working, at the same workplace. Our workplace is where we both first met. I would never forget how cute he look in those uniform. Meeting him for the first time is one of the unforgettable days. He look so charming. And that is also the day where he pulled my eye lashes. The first person that pulled my eyelashes !! I guess he might thought that it was fake ^^ It was also the day where he carried me up the hill. I was so shocked that he carried me. Okay, i did complain that i was tired going up the hill but i really didnt expect him to carry me all the way up. What was he thinking ? If i were him, i dont even think it was possible to carry a heavy girl like me. He's so adorable. Anyway, he would always accompany me to eat at Qiji during our break >.< I miss eating there, baby !! Ouhh, sitting near the Fountain during every break is something that is unforgettable too !

Haish, i just miss those moments so freaking much. Not even a year had past but it seems as if we had gone through a lot. I wish we could be as close as we used to. But ever since school started, things had been more complicated for the both of us. We ended up quarreling on most of the days, which obviously hurts the both of us. But i really dont know why that we kept argueing. Its like, cant be avoided. I really hate it so much cause most of the times, i regret it. All i know is that, i still love him just as much as i used to. It never did change. And i hope it goes the same for him. I still hope that this love would still go on & never stop. Cause i could never imagine how my life would be without him.

Baby, i really miss you so much. And i hope you still love me just like before. I would never want to be far apart from you, ever. I want to spend more time with you, baby. I just love you more than anything.

Best wishes, love & hugs

Farah Fazlynn

Dearest Haziq,

Hey baby, Happy Happy 18th Birthdaaaaay To You !! ^^
Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki & hopefully im still yours forever kkk ? Haha !
Have a blast day today with your loved ones !
I would also like to take this opportunity to minta maaf kat you for all my mistakes whether or not it is intentionally.. Hopefully you can forgive me ..
Thank you so much for your patience, love, care & concern that you have showered to me .. Thank you for all the great memories we shared for all this 7th month knowing one another .. I hope to be part of you always just like how you are part of me .. I have more to say, but ......... nevermind .. I will always love you sayang, i really do .. I love you so freaking much .. Mmmmmuuuaaaccckkkssss !!
Hope to see you really reallyyyy sooon, honey ! ^^

Loving you always,
Farah Fazlynn

Its S&W beybehhhhhhh !! ^^

Thursday, July 8, 2010

I love my S&W today ! ^^
The Captain's Ball game was damn awesome ..
Feel great to win maaaaan ..
I will vote Yuxuan as the Man of the Match ..
He's really GOOOOOOOD at throwing .. =)
& he's our Hero in our team =.='
Yong Xiang is not bad either ..
He ran damn freaking fast from one end to another end of the court =.=
Ass he, & he freaking tall that he could push the ball when its high up in the sky ..

Anyway, Suriani is getting crazier everday ..
Have to blame her Taichi pants i guess .. Haha !
Omgsh, i can seriously fall flat on the floor-laughing non stop ! Tskk !
You guys had never fail to make me smile & laugh ..
Thanks for cheering me up whenever im feeling down, especially on this day ..

Baby had not been contacting me still ..
I really dont know what to do right now ..
I guess i just have to wait .. Wait for ? Haissssssh, he's response i guess ..
Haisshhhhh !

I really love you guys, Perry, Dora, Richie & last but not least, Rose ..
Thanks for being there for me ..

Im Still Loving You, Baby ..

Dah dua hari kita tak berbual, b .....
& you macam tak kesah kita macam niy ..
I cried whenever i think about this .. It has been countless times baby, for your info ..
But maybe, when im crying here, you were enjoying life there .. Yes, without me ..
How awesome would that be right, for you honey ?
You dont know how i feel & you wont know, i guess ...
Cause if you did, you would have at least send me a message ..
But what ? Till now, nothing heard or seen from you ..
So i guess im right when i say you dont care about me anymore ..

My Dear, i want you to know that,
I still love you even though you are my first guy that shouts vulgarities to me ..
I still love you even though im the one that would give in most of the times ..
I still love you even though you were always late for our dates ..
I still love you even though people judge you from your looks ..
I still love you even though people make fun of you ..
I still love you even though my parents dislike you ..
I still love you, no matter what sayang ..

But for me to continue loving you, you have to be honest w me, baby..
Ape salahnye, you mengaku kesalahan you & minta maaf ..
Its better that way than when you keep denying it when i already know the truth ..
Kan, sayang ?
& whats the point of our relationship if theres no honesty ?
& you should know that you can avoid situations which you know there might be misunderstanding ..
& this kind of thing might not even have happen to us, baby..

Today's our monthsary & usually before this hour, you would already wish me ..
But i guess i wont be getting any of those lovely, sweet messages this month or worst, the rest of the months too ..
If you really think that break up is really the best for both of us, i dont mind, even when i know that it will never be easy for me to forget you ..
At least, i know whats my status & not leaving me clueless like this ..
I hate silent break up & you know that ..
If you need a time off, inform me at least, sayang ..
All i want is, to hear something from you ..
Thats all im asking for ..

Happy Monthsary To Us ..
Loving you always, My Boy ..