XOXO

The Search
Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Today, Ianiie, Spidey & me went searching high & low for,
Spidey's Mum b'day present, my belated b'day present & rings that Ianiie had always wanted to buy .
We went to Bugis straight after school for all these items :))
Went Bugis Street for a start . No rings, No high waist shorts that i wanted .
SAAAAAD .
I always wanted a high waist shorts since centuries ago & till now i didn't own them .
There was one that attracts my eye but no size :(
Sedih pe .
So, i gave up & continue searching for rings .
But even before we could get the ring she wanted, Ianiie already spent her money on three items !
LOL, Ianiie Richie Gone Rich .
Then, went searching for Spidey's Mum present .
We even went in jeweleries shop to take a look at pendants & rings .
Ianiie then suggested to go Charles & Keith cause they have lovely bags & shoes .
Went in to take a look till Spidey decides to buy her mum a bag .
During her payment, thats when i saw the red bag, the lovely red bag .
Falling in love at first sight with that bag & had decided that to be my b'day present !
HAHAHA, surprisingly righttttt ?!
I'm surprise too !!!

Take a look at the bag .

Thats the bag that Ianiie bought for me ^^
Pretty ? Handsome ? Nah, its gorgeous !! :))
I love it . Hehehehe .
Surprisingly, from High Waist Shorts to BAG ?!
:/
I'm happy still :)

Anw, along the way, Ibu text me asking me what time i will be home .
Later she text me telling me there's Pizza at home !
She's trying to get my butt home .
Hahahaha .
Somehow, it works ! Cause i kept thinking about it ever since she told me that .
To my surprise, when i got home ........


Look at my sister's stomach !!!!!!
OMGSH !!!
SHE'S SO BLOATED !!
Like balloon sey .
I was shocked when i saw this once i reached home !
& yeah, she willingly volunteered to take picture of her stomach .
Hahahaha .
I wonder how many pieces of Pizza she ate, maaaaan !
Alamaaaaak, niy budak, nak jadi gemuk ke .

OFFICIALLY
Sunday, November 28, 2010

I have officially spoken to Ibu & so is Ibu towards me .
Hehehe, since yesterday actually ^^
Not only she spoke to me, she even feed me . HEH HEH :))
She fed me this Duck . Omgsh, the duck so yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy !! Seriously !!
All this while, we had been eating roasted duck but yesterday, the duck had been cooked with gravy & stuffs like that .
& its damn sedaaap uhhhh !!
Haishhhhh, i want some more lehhhh :(
Whatever it is, i'm happppppy :D

I Miss You
Saturday, November 27, 2010


I miss my bby boy so much, i swear ! :((
I just realised that the last time i met him was on Wednesday .
& i'm not seeing him till this coming Monday .
& that's like what, 5-6 days ?
Thats almost a week !
:(
Haiyah, haiyah, haiyah .
& with my bloody prepaid card with such a low value, plus him working at night,
i couldn't contact him as much now .
Thank God this week he's working only on Friday & Saturday ^^
I can't wait for Monday but the thought of school, killed the excitement .
I love you very very much, bby boy .

Bestfriends ♥






































I love my girlfriends . I really do .
No doubts . Fullstop .

Friday's timetable :
11am-12nn > SVE progress test .
1pm-4pm > TPS .

So, there's a value of $0.01 in my prepaid card . & obviously, i couldn't text/reply anyone . Ianiie text me asking what transportation i'm taking to school . Cause i can take either MRT or bus . But since i'm left with no value in my card, i ignored her msg & continue waiting for my bus . & when my bus arrived, from CP & all the way, i've been recap'ing whatever notes i've made few hours earlier & i actually did managed to memorize them UNTIL Ianiie took the same bus as me . Haha, all my focus gone ! Notes were in our hands but the topics that came out from our mouth, wasn't related to the progress test . PANTAT . If i failed, you watch out . Lol :P

The progress test was ok lah, i think :/ Hopefully, i passed that paper just like my previous progress test lehhh ^^ Anyway, after paper, we went to canteen to kill time . When TPS was about to start, the idea of not concentrating in class & getting bored starts to appear . Therefore, Ianiie & i skipped TPS . Heh heh . We went to her house instead to check out her new hot pink lappy .

After checking out her new lappy, she asked me what i want to eat . I said, anything . Then, Ianiie decides to cooked for me Fried Maggi Curry . So yeah, that was my first time seeing that dish being cooked . She was so violent . She's like telling the whole block that she's cooking . Hahaha . It was spicy & delicious ^^ The other day, she cooked my watery egg yolk just like what i wanted . Weehee !! ^^ & then, & then she asked me, what drink i want . She gave a choice of Tea Ice Blend, Milo Ice Blend or Coffee Ice Blend ! SO COOL . Homemade ice blend ! I want that blender luhhhh !!! :(
Thank you Ianiie for those lovely dishes & drinks you made just for me !

After spending time with that girlfriend of mine, i'm meeting my other beloved girlfriends at 5pm !! Soooooo excited ! Miss them like.........SO MUCH MUCH ! I think the last time we met was during the fasting month ! Haishhhhh . We gather at Cherie's Starbucks first . When i reached, Delicia was already with Cherie . Then, came Cecilia & Rima . Rima gave us a Koala Bear since she just returned from Australia :)) We then made our way to USS . Went in this Candylicious store . The moment i stepped in, i'm already feeling so happy . Cause the items there were all so cuteeeeeeeee . & it looks really yummmmmmy too !! Cecilia spend $160 for those cute little candies !

Waited for Samantha to reached & off we went in "New York" !!! The place was so awesomeeeee !! It never failed to make me smile, i swear . The dine-in was so 'Grease' ^^ Loaaads of pictures were taken ! Even with the lamppost ! HAHA ! Cecilia bought this long bottle & then Cherie bought the Potion Bottle . Its so cool ! & Cherie wants to bring it to school . Hahaha . Had so much fun & laughter !!! Then, it was time for the fireworks ! Its my first time seeing the fireworks ! Its so loud & bright & pretty & handsome & wonderful ! Me & Delicia was so excited & we're the only two that shouts & clap for the firework ! HAHAHAHA ! Crazy ! ^^

Even when most of my time, i think about Baby, i had a great & wonderful time with my girlfriends throughout the whole day ! Love you all so much . Yes you, Ianiie, Delicia, Cecilia, Cherie, Rima & Samantha !!! I would have miss all these fun if i didn't tag along with you girls, maaaan ! & Cherie, thank you so much for making an effort to come even though you have a major exam next week . & to all of you, you guys made my day !

♥♥♥

Shhhh ~
Friday, November 26, 2010

Yesterday, i can't stop thinking about rearranging my furnitures in my room . I guess, i'm already bored with the current arrangement . I called my brother to help me out . So, silently, my brother, my sis & i help to move the furnitures around . & we do this silently because, i don't want my Ayah to know about this new rearrangement since the current one was done by him . Heh heh ^^ Now, even when my room look a little smaller then before, i'm happy with it :) Thanks siblings !

Wet-nesday ^^
Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Waaaah, i've been freezing most of the time today especially in the late afternoon & tonight . Brrrrrrr ~ & why does it have to be really cold in the bus on my way home just now ? :/ I can just freeze to death, man . Hate this moment . Sometimes, i feel like asking the bus captain to turn off the aircon just for meeeehehehe :) Do you think they would do that for me ? Hmmmm, hopefully they will lehh . Wait, do i even have the courage to do that ?! LOL .

Anyway, let me tell you about this afternoon . Since my body's aching, thanks to that night, i couldn't get up from bed this afternoon . & i'm too tired till i dreamt about doing my project work even when its already about 8-9+ in the morning . Stupid project, make me stress only .

Errrrr, actually, what i wanted to say was about Baby's failed attempt to surprise me :)

Well, in summary,
Baby wanted to give me a surprise by sending me to school cause he knows i love it whenever he did that . To do so, he actually waited at my bus stop for me & at the same time, texting me saying that he's at Tampines (so that i won't suspect anything >.<) . But then, today, i decide to walk from home to CP instead . When i arrived at CP interchange waiting for my bus, he text me asking if i was going school with Ianiie . So i said something like, "yeah but i'm waiting for my bus at CP now" . Then he replied back, asking me to wait & don't take the bus yet . I replied asking why & he didn't reply me back . & my bus had already arrived, therefore i had to stepped back . Not sure why but my head turned to the left & thats when i saw him there, WEEHEEEEE ^^ The minute i saw him, i was so happpppppy :)) & what i didn't know was, after he saw my msg about me in CP, he actually ran from my bus stop to bus interchange . Hahahah . So cute . Even though it failed, its the thought & effort that counts . HEH HEH . Love you so much & thanksss yousss ^^



♥ CIKGU FAEZAH

I SAW CIKGU AT LONG JOHN SILVER @ BISHAN JUST NOW .
OMGSHHHHHHHHHH .
MISS HER !!
SHE RECOGNISE MEEEEEE LEHHH .
HEHE .
BUT DIDN'T HAD A CHANCE TO TALK TO HER :(


DELICIA, SEND MY REGARDS TO HER IF YOU HAPPEN TO SEE HER AROUND .
♥♥♥

Way Back To 1970s ^^
Tuesday, November 23, 2010


Hello, hehe, hmmmm, y'know what ? We had to re-film our 1970s :/ Because the previous one was really unprepared and short . So, we did another retake and this time at a different location . We went to Bottle Tree Park situated at Yishun :)

Straight after school, i rushed home, gobbled my food, take a quick bath, hurriedly got myself ready & left home again . All within an hour ^^ Met Baby at the bus stop he alighted . & when Baby saw me, he said i look pretty in my maxi dress . WEEHEE ^^ I never wore such clothing when i'm out with him before thats why he's complimenting me on that day . HEH HEH . Strangely, what he said, made my day ^^ Love you lah, Ass . Ok & so he accompanied me to CP and also to wait for my bus . When the bus arrived, i board the bus lorh . After i tapped my card, i went to look for him to wave but he's nowhere to be seen . Then, i saw this tall figure behind me whom had just tapped his card and instantly, i turned . To my surprise, its him ! HAHAHA, omgsh, he think he so cool uh give me surprise . Cause i didn't expect him to be sending me . So yeah, he did accompanied my bus ride :)) Ianiie then boarded our bus and all of us alighted at Ang Mo Kio . Even though Baby had no idea what bus goes back to his place from Ang Mo Kio, he still send me . Awwwwwwwwwwwww ~

Ianiie & me took MRT to Khatib cause thats where we will be meeting the rest . & when everyone arrived, we make our way to Bottle Tree Park . & along our way, we took loads of pictures . Haha, i think we delayed 30-45min just for that . It got worse when we reached there cause we took even moreeeeeeeee pictures . Hahaha . We then decide to get back to our serious business & start searching for the nicest spot to film . Unfortunately, the nicest spot were not allowed to enter . However, we still did . Hahaha ^^ Yeah, we did our shooting at that "do-not-enter" hut .

We were about to finished filming our 1970s when we were being shoo-ed away by the in-charge . Pheww, so lucky ! Wanted to start filming for our 1980s but it was already dark & those lights aren't bright enough . So we decide to edit our filming at Natasha's house instead and save the 1980s for another day . At her house, we interviewed a rockstar, her daddy :) After we have completed the video editing, we went home .

It was a tiring day & my body is aching ! BTW, Spidey said my acting improved ! HEHEHEHE ;D
Imma happy girl .

3, 2, 1, ACTION !!
Monday, November 22, 2010








Heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh .
Omg, i literally type that one by one =.=
Baby ! Delicia ! Cassandra ! Cecilia ! Rima ! Samantha ! Cherie ! I act lehhhhhh !! Can you guys believe that ?! Haha, not for Mediacorp luhhhh . For my LPD project . Hahaha . But still, acting in front of camera . First time, y'know .

Yesterday, we have group meeting for our LPD project at 3pm . So, i went to Ianiie's house first to decide what to wear for filming & all . Our project requires us to dressed up for all the different eras - 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s & millennium . & yesterday we filmed the 60s & 70s era :) We look so.......oldies . Hahaha . Errr, i will upload some pictures after i figure out how i can get them from Ianiie . In times like this, i hope to reactivate my Facebook :(

We shoot at Botanic Garden . You know what time ? Around 7pm . Yeah, at night ! -.- Can't even take pictures with the greeneries :( But still, we had fun . & theres lots & lots & lots & lots of retakes ! Haha . I suck at acting, seriously . My body is so.....stiff !! ASS !! Argh, so irritating . Now, i can forget my dream of becoming Mediacorp artiste . Hahahaha . Can you imagine, even 1 or 2 lines, i can forget them . Gonggong right me . Tsk . Spidey helped me a lot ! She's always with her cover line to cover up for me . Haish, hopefully, i still pass my LPD lehhh :( But the part that i love most was, to change outfits to suit the eras :D Hehehehehe .

Anyway, before we went for the group meeting, Ianiie & i was cam-whoring at her house . & She gonna edit it & upload them at Tumblr . Reblogggggggg me regardless of nice or not, okieee ? HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE !! ;D Thank you ! ^^

There's Always A First Time For Everything
Saturday, November 20, 2010

& I'm encountering a lot of them within the last few days & today, especially .
Let me list out a few of them .
It was,
  • Grandpa's first time being admitted to the hospital :(
  • my first time seeing Grandpa cried that hard :'(
  • Baby's first time being in a salon -.-
  • Mama's first time talking to me personally regarding Ibu :/
  • my 'first time' riding a motorbike ^^
Lets me share about those that were related to me, alright :) Weeheehehheh ^^
Nenek called, telling me that Grandpa will be discharged today . Hence, meet at her house instead . Before going Nenek's house, I accompanied Bby for his haircut since I promised him the night before . Anyway, it rained again >.<

So, i was excited for his new hair cut ^^ He's chose one of my favourite hairstyle for guys :D & yeah, he went to the salon situated at Hougang just for this hair cut . It wasn't disappointing cause it turns out to be really similar to what i wanted . Hehehehehehehe !! I love it ♥ But, i love him more because he actually remembered my opinion & told that Jiejie about what i prefer . Hahahaha, as if his hair was mine . Woooots . Happy happy me . & i became more happy when he treats me ice creaaaaaaaaam :)) & thanks Bby for fetching me till Nenek's house . Glad you didn't lost your way back like your first few times .

& ouhhhh, talking about hair, i just crop my fringe . Haha, yeah, not cut but crop :)

When Mama saw me, she went to talked to me personally in a room . & I cried in front of her =.= She had never done anything like this before . & what she said really knock some sense in my head & I have decided to give in . Haishhhh . I will apologise to Ibu, hopefully as soon as possible .

Paman came to visit . & i was deciding whether to go home or to stay overnight there . I want to go home but i'm lazy because i had to take bus alone since my brother & sister aren't coming back . Then, i remembered that he has a bike . So, i asked Nenek to help me ask for his permission . & he gives a definite yes . Hehehe !! ^^ & off i went home on his bike :)) I'm sibei stiff uh . None of my body parts except my eyes move ! Hahaha, & my position remains the same till i reached my void deck which is to pull his shirt . My knees nyilu nak mamps whenever those vehicles were just beside me . But, i had fun !!! Loveeeeeeee it . I want more bike rides ! :( Bby, hurry take your licence :)))))


Ianiieeeeeeeeee .
Friday, November 19, 2010

Today was Ianiie's first day in school for this week . So annoying . Thanks to Ms Elfa ^^ If its not for her, Ianiie would probably be having her own self-declared one-week holiday . Hish !! Hmm, so we had progress test just now but it seems like everyone's cheating . Haha, maybe not everyone but my "neighbors" was . Teacher-in-charge was standing outside the classroom instead :) If i knew, i wouldn't be waking up at 5am just to recap . Tsk, waste my time only .

& we are supposed to have TPS for 3 freaking hours but end up with two hours only . Wah, thank God, maaaaaan . Its damn freaking boring luh . I wasn't even listening to her throughout her whole period . Ass me . Can't help it luhhh .

Planned to visit Grandpa in the hospital after school but brother said that they were leaving soon so its better if i just head home . Since no one is at home, i decided to go Ianiie's house . I played with her awesome camera !! Ate her fooooood, drank her coffee ^^ Yummmmmmmmy :)

At one point of time, she looked at all her pictures that she snapped & tend to get over-excited . Hence, asked me to reblog it at my Tumblr . Disagree with her & the next minute before i knew, she already had created an Tumblr account ! HAHAHA !! Wanted to leave her home at 7pm but then we drag till 8.30pm just to help her with her Tumblr >.<

K, thats all for today ^^



*Currently waiting for Baby Boy to come back home . Yawwwwwn ~

Make Me Stronger, Please

Not enough with family & relationship problems,
came another problem .
Just received a text message from brother few minutes ago,
saying that Grandpa had been admitted to the hospital last night .
No wonder Dad left home late at night & Mum didn't came back after work .
Best part, he can't even be bothered to let me know =.="
How could he ?! Thanks a lot .
& i'm having a progress test later at 11am .
Screw me .
Whats next ?

It Is Not My Decision
Thursday, November 18, 2010

to deactivate Facebook .









Stay in touch, alright ?
:(

Wednesday : Feeling Fucked Up, Again
Wednesday, November 17, 2010

It has been two weeks since i last talked to my parents . Gosh, this is driving me crazy . I've tried talking to them . But, they just don't bother . I shall forget about trying anymore cause i'm pretty sure, they don't give a damn .

To make things worse, today is Hari Raya Aidiladha . Nothing special . Don't have the mood either . The only thing that made me feels like its Hari Raya was the text messages from some of my friends that wish me & probably, the dishes that Mum cooked . Believe it or not, right now, i'm all alone at home . I had been facing the lappy since hours ago . How awesome can today really be ? -.- Its my first time, in my whole entire 18 years, that i celebrated Hari Raya, ALONE . Argh, FML . My parents didn't ask me along to Nenek's house so why bother tagging with them . They were all pretty dressed up while me, in my t-shirt & shorts . Its just so heartless for them to do this to me and no doubts, i'm feeling so shitty now :'(

& to add on to my problems, Baby is being ridiculous . Facebook issues . Something that we shouldn't be arguing about, really . I don't need this right now . I need your support yet you disappoint me by starting a spark . I had enough quarreling about minor things due to Facebook . Please stop this argument . Baby Boy, i don't want to be the reason why you lost your mood at work neither do i want to be your distraction .
I love you .

Tuesday ^^
Tuesday, November 16, 2010

School timetable for today : Starts at 9am, end at 11am =.=

The best part, i overslept ^^ Baby suppose to called me at 7am but he overslept too . He called me around 7.45am . I did set my alarm but it was useless . Seriously . & i have to leave home by 8 in order for me to be punctual . So if i were to bathe & all, i could have reach school around 10am, therefore i change my mind about going school & continue sleeeeeeeeeeping . Heh .

I then decide to meet Bby . Met him at 3pm . Went rounding with his bicycle again :) Weather was playing tricks with us, as always :/ At first, the weather was goood . Not so hot, not so cool . We cycled till Hougang . Sat at one of the void deck to rest . We were at Hougang Stadium heading towards Hougang Mall when it started to rain heavily . So, we decide to stay under the void deck first . Wait for it to drizzle at least . Then, came this stupid dog barking here & there . Without its owner . & i'm already freaking out, almost cried . Hahaha, its scary ouhkaaay !! Serious shit, damn scary . Thank God, Baby's there . I hid behind him . LOL . Unfortunately Baby's bike was a lil further from us :( & the stupid dog ran fast, back & forth . Not enough with one, another one came from the staircase above . Arghhh . They sound fierce, barking so loudly . Tskk . Told Baby to take the bicycle so that we can leave that place & yeah, he did . We stuck between raining & that stupid dog so we sat at another void deck . & we sat for i don't know how long . We were so bored . Till i start to play with his coins . Arranging them . Trying to make them stand .
Like this .
Baby, help me after i got so frustrated because the coins can't stand .


Ignore his face . LOL .
Its not easy to make them stand lorhhhh .


Then we waited so long for the heavy rain to drizzle . Till we gave up & Bby suggested to play in the rain . & yes, we did !!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYY !! Again !! I'm so happy . Playing in the rain = :)))) (Y) So, we played in the rain as he cycles from Hougang Stadium to Hougang Mall :D We were so wet . Shivering like mad . I was craving for Choco-don't-know-what ice cream at Macs . & yeah, he bought it for me . Happpppppy :) Its almost 7pm so i decide to go home . Was still drizzling . & we took pictures when we reached my void deck . Look at one of them .

His hairrrrrrr is so highhhhhh
cause its so wettttt .

Weeeheeeee .
Thanks Bby for the fun times i had today .
Even though you spoiled it, tonight .
=.="



Myself ^^



Farah Fazlynn is my name.
I my BF & GFs very much.
I to laugh & have fun with my BF & GFs.
I doing what i feels like doing.
I'm learning more about my life as days goes by.
& I'm a girl with billions of "WHAT IFs" in mind .



Ahmad Sallimi ♥


My girls ^^

I my girls pretty much too.




Delicia Tan
Cassandra Goh
Cecilia Belinda
Rima Basri
Cherie Tan
Samantha Peh.
(In that picture, subtract Shu Si; add Cherie.)




Spidey
Suriani
Natalia
Amirah
Natasha
Nabilah.
(In that picture, add Spidey.)