Im so not ready to die yet ....
& im freaking out now when my my friends told me abt all the signs ..
Haishh, so let me say it all out now .. :)
To my Grandmum & Granddad : I love you the most ! You meant a lot to me .. You are the reason why sometimes i dont have the guts to do some things which i actually feel like doing :P I know that i've not been visiting you lately & im sorry for that .. Forgive me for all my mistakes whether or not it is intentionnally .. I love you luhhh ! :)
To my Parents : Err, hello .. :) I love the both of you too !! Hee ! Im sorry if im malas last few days, i meant, last few months .. Hehhhh !! I also dont know why i malas .. :D I know you all still love me righttt ? Chey !! :P Oklah, i really hope that you guys will forgive whatever i had done to you, even to the tini miny bits horrr ! I actually do appreciate all the things that you had done for me, for us .. Ouh, please do accept Haziq .. HEE ! Cause i love him so very much, just like how i love you guys ..
To my dearest Siblings, Fariz & Shasha : Im a bad example as a living elder sister .. I've been rude to you guys the most .. & im really sorry .. I know that you guys never heard me say that i love you guys, but actually, i really really do love you guys ! Im not like any other sisters where they pampered their little brothers & sisters .. Im so sorry .. When im richer, if i get richer, i will treat you guys first ! Fariz & shasha, i miss those times where we played together, cycled together, etc .. Shasha, kakak nakminta maaf sebab asik maki shasha & tunjuk middle finger kat shasha tau .. Kakak still love shasha, ok ? Sume sayang shasha .. :) Shasha must study hard kay .. Fariz, youve been a great elder brother to shasha & i thank you for that .. Youre the only one that can live up this family name .. Being in an ITE had disappoint ibu & ayah already .. But you, you had always done us proud ! But one thing, stop being Emo, you Emo freak ! You dont look like one, so please dont be one .. No emo & no mat mat, get it ? I love you guys !!
To my Baby : Baby, i love you baby .. I tau i banyak buat salah & tiap kali you maafkan i .. Thank you so much b .. & last few days, you really made me happy & if i had to die now, i have no regrets .. Cause you did change for the better .. & im happy to have you as my partner ! :) Errrr, i dont know what to say to you leh .. Sebab lain post sume psl you je, sume dah cakap .. Hehe !! Baby, MUST sayang me tau ! Hahah ! Kan dah kena force .. Hahaha !! I feel weird without you & i dont wish that to happen .. Love you, sweetheart !
To my Bestfriends : you know who you are, pantats ! : You guys had always been there for me .. You guys had always support me, encourage me, motivate me & i want to thank you for that .. You guys are so great that i feel like pinching you guys .. Haha ! K, no link ! But you guys, are awesome ! Im glad to have friends like you ! Im glad to even know you all maaaan ! & hey, im sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings .. I know i did & i hope you guys can, will, must forgive me .. :) I love you guys so much & thank you for being there when i need someone ! Stay happy always & never give up whenever you guys fall ! Dh jatoh, bangun ah ! :D Believe in yourself ! Stay pretty & gorgeous always & this includes you Spidey ! :P
To one & all, exclude strangers : I hope you guys forgive me for all my actions & words if it had somehow, somewhat hurt you guys .. & i would want to say thanks to you guys for .....errrr, everything ?? I love each & everyone of you even if you take me as your enemy .. Not sure if i had one, but incase i do have an enemy, i just want you to know that, i still love you lah, pantat ! :P Really ah, i have enemy ah ?? Tsk, i wonder who .... Tating !!
