Yesterday is another day that i wont forget ..I really enjoyed the earlier part of the day- spending time with my bby ..
It has been a long time ever since i went out with him ..
Therefore, i had really looked forward for yesterday ..
Met him at 4.30 .. Blablabla ..
B, thanks for tricking me about the money ehykk ..
Really fall for that trick .. Stupid me .. :P
So, we went to take 43 and head to Paya Lebar aka Geylang .. :)
When arriving at Paya Lebar, i asked bby whether to stop at that bus stop or next ..
I said next but he said at that bus stop ..
So fine, we alight at the bus stop bby suggested ..
Then, we TER-met my beloved adik, Ahmad Domo & the carrefourians .. LOL !
Told you to alight at the next stop, taknak, degil .. :P
Earlier on, we had promise them if we TERSEREMPAK, we join them ..
Actually, we didnt want to join them ..
But since dah terserempak, i don't mind lah ..
BUT, after bby went to toilet, he gives excuse nak jalan dulu .. LOL ! So we somewhat escaped ....
However, i still felt bad about it ..
So kita jalan-jalan, joke around, buy TAKOYAKI ! Yummylicious !! ^^
Buka puasa together .. (Bby, you bace doa yang salah actually :P )
Continue walking in circles .. :D
Wanted to join adik, but bby really didn't want to .. :P
I really had fun .. I really had enjoyed my day ..
Until i decide to go home ..
Only then, my nightmare begin & i shall stop continuing ..
All i want to say ...
To AYAH especially :
I start crying yesterday in front of you guys NOT because i'm guilty ..
But its because i'm too angry as you, AYAH, were accusing me for doing something that i didn't ..
I kept quiet yesterday does NOT mean that i agreed to what ayah said ..
But because i'm controlling all those vulgarities from coming out from my bloody mouth ..
Jawab salah, tak jawab salah .. Fuck !
We did nothing !
Stakat tangan letak kat shoulder is really nothing ok .. =.="
How kolot can you guys be ?
I know you always said, "Jgn sampai ayah nampak depan mata"
Abeh dah rumah depan mata, nak buat macam mane kan .. =.=
Tak ke merepek ..
& stop comparing him with Hamka ..
Yeah, i agree Hamka is better than Haziq ..
Hamka knows how to pikat/ambil hati you guys ..
Im sure Haziq can do as well .. Just give him time uhh ..
Hamka takes time too ..
Different people do things differently ..
Even their image are already different ..
Then how can you expect Haziq to be like Hamka .. =.=
& i've told you guys a million times that i know my limit !
I REALLY know my limit !
All i need is your trust ..
But i guess, its hard ..
Why ? Cause i'm a girl ..
Well ayah & ibu, no one know me better than myself ..
Ive disappoint bby so many times because i KNOW my limits ..
I've admit to Ianiie before about how i believed a girl should be ..
Well people said, treat your parents like your bestfriends ..
I've tried ..
I shared most of the things ..
Mainly everything ..
My thoughts, fears, happiness, sadness, problems, updates ..
But what, you still read my diary ; you still don't trust me ..
So whats the point ? :)
To bby :
I don't know how serious you are towards this relationship ..
I really don't ....
But if you really love me, you have to prove to me & my parents ..
Just prove to them that you can be trusted ....
