To make things worse, today is Hari Raya Aidiladha . Nothing special . Don't have the mood either . The only thing that made me feels like its Hari Raya was the text messages from some of my friends that wish me & probably, the dishes that Mum cooked . Believe it or not, right now, i'm all alone at home . I had been facing the lappy since hours ago . How awesome can today really be ? -.- Its my first time, in my whole entire 18 years, that i celebrated Hari Raya, ALONE . Argh, FML . My parents didn't ask me along to Nenek's house so why bother tagging with them . They were all pretty dressed up while me, in my t-shirt & shorts . Its just so heartless for them to do this to me and no doubts, i'm feeling so shitty now :'(

& to add on to my problems, Baby is being ridiculous . Facebook issues . Something that we shouldn't be arguing about, really . I don't need this right now . I need your support yet you disappoint me by starting a spark . I had enough quarreling about minor things due to Facebook . Please stop this argument . Baby Boy, i don't want to be the reason why you lost your mood at work neither do i want to be your distraction .

I love you .