I'm not excited for Hari Raya at all.

Urgh, this is so sad.

Nothing seems right in this month of Ramadhan and Hari Raya.

One week away and I've yet to clean my room, my home, nenek's home.

She can't be doing it all by herself.

But i don't even have time for my own room.

I have exams to concentrate on.

Four module.

I'm freaking stress.

Urghhhh, i dislike celebrating it this year.

The radio started playing all the Hari Raya songs already.

But i'm still not in the mood.

It felt like one of those typical holidays.

This year, Love is serving the nation,

and he had to go back to camp on the night of Hari Raya itself :(

Ridiculous.

Kept listening to songs that I've just discovered at Baybeats.

And it makes me miss that day so much.

I don't really know what makes me love that day, but i do miss those moments very much.

Everything just seems to fall perfectly.

After 2 months, i'm back on blogger. It's so dusty here :|

Was real busy with school because project datelines were so close to one another.

Stayed up late to really complete the slides or proposal/report.

3 down and 1 more to go. And then comes the exams.

Pffft~ I'm so tired. And now i'm sick.

To make things worst, Love had to go for his NS. I miss him terribly.

I'm pretty sure if he's around, he would make my stress level way lower.

Because i could actually share my burden just by telling him how i feel.

And then he would advice me, calming me down.

But most of the times, he would be making me laugh with his silly jokes.

I hardly get to talk to him within that straight 10 days.

It was a difficult situation or me. Seriously.

Only to hear his voice after 10pm for like 5mins, everyday.

Due to low battery and such.

It's like, he's my only option to release my stress,

yet he's not available for me :(

A friend, that i felt comfortable sharing things with now,

was also busy with project. Haish.

I'm pretty sure i will adapt to this situation. When? Idk.

Oh well~

So after Love return from camp last Friday,

we breakfast together with his partner & his Gf.

Lots of funny stories as well as heartbreaking stories.

And his squad owe thousand over push-ups. Haiyohhh.

And went home after that.

Its been so long we took train together and that brings us back to our past happy moments :)

Love brought me to Baybeats @Esplanade on the following day.

It was my first gig and it was an awesome gig!

Was impressed with the local bands and surprisingly,

i fell in love with some of the songs i heard there :)

Well, I enjoyed my day. Period.

As for Sunday, accompanied grandma to hospital to visit a family member of mine.

And then, we went to Bazar Geylang. Spent hours there.

And lastly, i accompanied Love to Choa Chu Kang because he has to balik kampung.

Yeah, his camp is that far.

That sad moment when the bus left. Haishhh.

It felt like a dream. Love came, made my day and then left.

How fast time flies when it comes to weekends. So mean.

Friday, come fasttt please!